i am so sorry guys that i havent been able to blog. just that Ns has been mad..not sure how khai bran and all the other guys are doing, but for kumar and i, our unit is pretty stringent in training, and i guess when im back, my natural inclination isnt towards coming online to blog!

but i just wanna ssay a big 'i miss you' to all who've dropped by my blog!i really do sit in bunk sometimes and think of the days where we'd just slack in the canteen pondering the decision whether to go AWOl for lectures thought for those of you who know cho- i would still end up going.hahahaha.

well,to give an update on the last 3 months(ITS BEEN 3 months?!?!?!?!?!) i've graduated from BMT and gone on to what is called the combat diving course.shane reveal much except that well...the course drives your mental and physical to the max limits-prob tha of which i never knew i could reach.haha..im really doing fine,cept' that its taken me a long long time to get used to booking in and out. as you all know...im a guy who loves to stay at home.. and well camp isnt exactly home. but i really want to give thanks to God cos He has provided friends, Christian and Non- Christian, both showing me that they love me and want me around... and i guess that sort of 'male-bonding' is sth ive been missing out on(no offence girls) and i guess God is showing me that male friendships dont have to be superficial, they can be real though often i prefer to share ,my problems with girls cos ive always thought them to be more understanding...but ive learnt and seen that really most guys,if not all hsrae the same fears, have the same hearts, desires(and im talking about pure clean ones) and the same sort of drive to protect, be strong, and the best.. and i guess NS is God's way of letting me get more in touch with the man that He wants me to become...what Stu Weber would call a "tender warrior"..

well, God has been taking me on a big roller coaster... and to have to like summarise what He's done for me, been doing and is doing is quite impossible...im not saying this in the sense that all has been going right for me...alto ive been blessed in so many ways..esp the way God has strengthened me during our beloved 'te-kan' sessions, where im holding a push up position...

anwyays, i dont wanna break into a sudden philosophical post today,argh,...its so frustraing cos ive actually have a nice post already, but lost it somehow...so hopefully you dont suddenly see two similar posts on my blog..
but just in case...

i was just saying that really i miss all of you everyday, and i will continue to til the day we meet again!but more importantly, the memories have been captured...and though i may lose a lot of things(imcluding weight), lets just hope that my memory of you guys isnt sth that will go.

so here's goodbye for now,for now.

much love from cho,for what i am to each and every one of you.
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