well well well, i havent really blogged for a long time, and i don't think i intend to say much today! anyways, hello to june.. whom i miss a lot and is in australia now! hope you're doing fine... i gotta really check my mail soon!haha and also to A55, everyone.. hey i miss you! if u DO read my blog... hope to see you guys soon(on the day we get our grades!!!) hahaha yup! hope you guys are doing fine... its like.. JC is kinda the "egypt" in my life now.. like how i have left, but i wanna go back.. i guess its strange cos' our schedules aren't really the same, and in more ways than one i feel as if i havent been the best friend to many, and i'm sincerely sorry... and desperately trying to make an effort to make it up, though i know that inevitably, people will be closer to certain people, and i have to accept that i can't be as close to everyone, as i really hope to.. and i have to confess as well, i HAVE NOT figured out how to link ppl! and i thus haven't had the oppurtunity to READ hthe blogs too... sigh looks like a part of my'keep-in-touch' online plan might be failing! oh no!

well, in kind of a revelation while talking to Joan on the phone last night(she asked how my week was), i came to the conclusion that even if it WAS a lousy week, i cant' bring myself to say that "it was a bad week for me" and i think with all the sincerity in my heart i believe that though there may be trials and tribulations in the Christian's life, what overcomes it all with a incomprehensible sense of peace, is delight in God, and joy in Him...its kinda like how while everything on the outside is crashing like the waves and all, in the heart there's an intense stillness
that out-does the noise.

Mercyme's 'Word Of God Speak' explains this rather elegantly, and beautifully:


I'm finding myself at a loss for words

And the funny thing is it's OK

The last thing I need is to be heard

But to hear what you would say

Word of God speak

Would You pour down like rain

Washing my eyes to see

Your Majesty

To be still and know

That you're in this place

Please let me stay and rest

In Your Holiness

Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of you

Beyond the music, beyond the noise

All that I need is to be with you

And in the quiet hear your voice.



ok and i know this is really random, but Kiera Knightely... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so pretty.hahaha oops.

ok anyway, i guess what i wanna say is that Life IS beautiful.hahahah yes yes yes it was always there, take it all in, yes. indeed, Lord, help to open our eyes to see the beauty of life with you, for Lord, that was why you died for us. teach us how to delight ourselves in You, and to experience the joy of living with you forever. thank You Abba father, for your love and Your grace and mercy. In Jesus Name, Amen.

much love to those who read this, to those who miss me.i miss you too.
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